All those sophisticated com gadgets

Nobody took a peek into my blog. Well no big deal. I wrote only for myself. If my dearest one didn't bother to listen to me, why should I fret?

Anyway, life seems good with Najib's government handed out goodies that won't last. Saw many banners around towns (can be seen as far as the moon) people thanking him.. so much so that people forget the impending taxes that they are going to pay come after 13 GE. Mind you, "he" give you RM500, and you are already euphoric... gila.. what can RM500 do? Bayar bill TNB 2 bulan?  Lepas tu, go back and wait for 14th GE yet for another gula-gula. Typical Malaysian, mudah lupa.Anyway, thank you Najib for the election gimmick. At least dapatlah makcik aku beli ikan caru yang harganya RM8.00 sekilo... kalau tak jangan harap nak makan ikan..

Oh yes the topic above, I just want to say that all those sophisticated communication gadgets bring only heartache to me and distancing myself from the one I love. Reading their entries, they never mentioned me.. and mind you they talk to men... What is she going to project? Single?

I hope I will die a sane man...

What she is up to?

Soft and sweet to others
Hard and sour to me..
Calls always abrupt and business like..
To them,
Elongated words so soothing to ears and to heart..
Why?
She said, they are entertaining her like she should..
Being pampered
Being cajoled
Being flattered
EXAMPLE:
      b. Entertain them, please!

      J. eh, you 'sound' different

          these are the male group from the neighbourhood coming from house to house to recite religious

          songs and prayers in conjunction with Hari Raya. I had to prepare some refreshments.Thats all.

If it was me, no matter how different I sound, she wont notice
Love lost along the highway of cyber...

I feel hurt
How long am I going to suffer?
Am I that bad?
So sourish?
So selfish?

If she is in love with others,
Be it
If she is after the sweetness of forbidden pleasures
Be it
If by cheating me makes her proud
May Allah shows her the way to forgiveness
For I am tired of fighting the losing battle..
Semoga Allah memaafkan mu dan aku.

ps: I dare to write these, cos nobody care to read...

Forgive?

No. For once in my life, I feel like not to forgive. This deed is done not once, not twice but thrice. It cuts so deep that you don't bleed anymore. Tough I may contribute to this predicament but as the one I loved, I least expected this.. I am very disappointed, dejected, troubled, feel like killing someone.

Tanjung Pagar..

Should we cry? We lost again to Singapore. This time in the form of prized land in Singapore. I cannot help but cried silently as Singaporeans happily took pictures on the  land once owned by us. This is number two lost. The first being Pulau Batu Putih. Can we afford another blunder? Think wisely fellow Malaysians!!

CLEAN

Is it possible to have 88 electorates in ONE small wooden house as proven here. I am not siding anyone, but any sane man, especially the EC Chairman should look into this obvious malpractice. Mind you, this is NOT the only one, there are many others as highlighted in the alternative media {you don't get this in the main stream media}. Just as what PM said about winning Rakyats' support through good governing, this is one hell of a chance for him to prove just that. Investigate, come out with a really "clean" electoral roll then if you win, we respect you even more. And, let's use the ink, it is cheap but practical. Biometric? What's that? I bet it is more expensive than the ink...And let them hold peaceful demo, and ask the police to look at more pressing matter which I think they know better. Don't fight with fellow citizen, after all maybe one of the demonstrators is  your cousin...And please, do not demonize people of opposing views..It shows that you are arrogant or trying to hide something filthy....Can we as civilized Malaysian accept criticism and admit mistake? After all we are only human. Come clean, and we will love you..

YELLOW!

Government goes gaga over proposed walk by an NGO calling itself BERSIH. Any right thinking person (Malay, Chinese, Indians, Iban, Kadazan, Murut, Jakun, Semelai, Dayak..) would easily say "aye" to the walk. And why not, it is not to topple the government via Egyptian style demo, or to go against Agung (Daulat Tuanku!) or to reduce profit earned by the business entities. It is only to exercise their rights as stipulated in the Constitution. Let them walk..as long as they don't break any law, let them. And PERKASA, put your much needed energy and effort to help our young Malays who increasingly add to the number of drug addicts, baby dumpings and other social ills. That is what we called Juara Melayu..

It is not easy..

Well, I thought it is easy to update your blog..

You have ideas, plenty of them but the will to sit and put your thoughts into words and pleasing blog entry is not there. Kudos to my lovely wife for her great effort updating her rather beautiful and invigorating blog. The same also to those who update their blogs with useful sometime irritating entries..

Need to learn from you guys!